`Wednesday, May 25, 2005;__
dun try!
YOU try so hard to fix in but u
nvr notice u forgot who u are!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 1:49 PM;__
`Sunday, May 22, 2005;__
fucked up mood!
Is a TORTURE to go shopping in that kinda
FUCKED UP mood! yes imagine tt ur TIRED!
yes tt was my mood jus now when we went
shoppin! SIAN~~~~
came back home was in great pain!
went to sleep and wake up at arnd 9.30om!
feeelin much much better!
Gawd! my bro is sooo retarded! he jus
called me through my hp from his room
asked me remember to return his 10 bucks
tml!!! and my room is lk just 2 steps away from
his room ! oh gawd he is soooo retarted!!!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:53 PM;__
`Friday, May 20, 2005;__
fun!
Wasnt in a mood in the mornin.
some bastard change the words
on the white board tt written
'PLS WEAR PE T-SHIRT TML'
instead they changed to
'PLS DO NOT WEAR PE T-SHIRT'
so obviously i got mistooken.
and today i brough classt-shirt.
fuck sia. and den they said wear
pe shirt. fuckin bastards man.
so borrow pe from manda den decided
not to do pe. so i said i sick den i didnt
wear pe loh. jus show to mr raj. but end
up he still wan us to wear pe. fuck mann.
okay so tt dumb rebecca hit my head
with the rugbyball. asshole sia. i got pissed.
and yes scolded her for few mins.
yes i'm tt bad incase some of u dun noe.
so had chinese got back test paper and
also our oral marks. eh not so bad. but
yea last section can do better loh. =[
okay so tt zhang fei fei gave us VERY
little marks for oral loh. our group so few
ppl got 30 plus and den miss doris chong's
grp everybody do so well. fuck sia.
feel lk killin tt da zhang! neh neh..
so mdm hartati didnt cum. supposed
to have test but she didnt turn up.
supper gd huh?! so we were usin tt 1 period
to reborn hair. yes my reborn stick.
rebec wanna borrow so bo bian lend her loh.
but end up i help them reborn sia. yes i still prefer
randolph's hair. nice. looks cool.
den later went for D&T durin 2nd break.
our project is done. so went to add some stuffs
cos tt dy me and rebec didnt go . so now the
whole thing still looks not bad.mr seah said 1 of the best.
hahas cool rite. okay so help veron they all to do abit.
thier class super slow sia.!!! okay i'm done . cyas.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 11:20 AM;__
`Monday, May 16, 2005;__
is just not my day! fuck mann
TODAY IS JUST NOT MY DAY!
i lots 50 bucks AGAIN! yes AGAIN!!
this is the 2nd time in the month of MAY
tt i lost 50 bucks! how unlucky can i get!
Give me back my 100 bucks!!! i can get lots of
stuffs from Bugis!!! -my bro's Quote!-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 10:23 AM;__
`Sunday, May 15, 2005;__
i'm dead beat!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENGKANG!!!
okay thou v lil chance tt he gonna passby my
blog but still i wud lk to wish him all the best
in everything he do and yes good luck boy!!!
DEFINATELY a very tiring day for me.
went sembawang beach for CIP. -beach cleaning-
okay DAMN HOT can? plus i'm wearin my
class T which is black!! but well i didnt even
pick a single rubbish. hahas was walkin arnd the
beach and den awhile later went to sit on the bench
and when we saw lots of ppl buyin stuffs to eat we
went to buy too. =] hahas so yes we earn our 3 hrs
of CIP hrs.
so after tt went back to sch den i went to jiaojian's hse
at bukitbatok. oh mann i got so fucked up. seriously.
how can i be so suey to miss count the bus stops
and ended up i got to walk such a long distance.
i still cant find the place, so jiaojian's fren hong xin
came down to fetch me but guess wad? i wait for him
at the wrong bb court! oh man.. and i got so fed up
den i jus walk off to find my way to his hse. den tt guy
also went back to JJ's hse after he noe tt i reached
his hse alr. so slack at his hse for awhile den later
JJ's gal- fren came and we went to Chinatown together.
so i make the visa to malaysia. and den jj book the
air-ticket. so went for lunch and we headed down to
bugis. whoa walk lk siao loh.. my legs really cant move.
no energgy, feelin super super tired. yup i bought a
bag =] yup dirty green . i personally find it not so bad
and the frens agree too. okay lah so later on we walk till
arnd 6.30 and we went back home. so yea tts my day.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 11:52 AM;__
`Thursday, May 12, 2005;__
fucked up.
I find myself taking a step back again,
think about the whole world and say:
Fuck it!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:14 PM;__
`Sunday, May 08, 2005;__
FUN!
gawd let me jus tok a lil abt yesterday!
definately had lots of fun yes yes. i did.
tokin abt ghost tokin abt dead ppl tokin
abt toot's G father committed suicide and ect.
yes FUN! esp during english and MT.
and then mr randy said our grp too noisy \
and he expect all 6 of us to have 350 words
for vocab! hur hur.. siao! oh well he wudnt scold anw.
oh not forgettin recess ! i went up to her face
and i jus point my fingers on her forhead.
and she stared at my finger oh gawd i jus
so love it. and i goes lk ' hey if u have the 'ji'
pls say infront of me and not behind my back.
and yes she was tryin to explain tt she aint
tokin abt me! hey gal pls lah go fuck ur shit
lah, u think i'm tt dumb? so sorry hor i aint
wad u think okay! bloody shit, dare to say
and dun even dare to admit! say sorry to me?
oh mann in case u dunnoe tt sorry dont mean
anything to me RIGHT NOW! fucker!
so after recess made up a story and told
jon, kelvin, irvin,grace they all tt i acctually
insert a banana into her gap.. lols damn funny.
yes yes yes FUNNY! i jus love it!
tts all abt yesterday.! oh had band dead tired!!!!
-i'm not who i am supposed to be-
-i need time to get my old self back-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:26 AM;__
`Friday, May 06, 2005;__
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TENG!
another day had passed! how fast!
had lots of fun today! and surprisinly
tt 3 periods of maths really ended very
fast! it jus end lk tt and we only did
3 Qs on the graph! went over to 2A
during the 2nd recess, and msg rx
and they were lk back home at arnd 11am
oh gawd tts supre good okay! our sch
ends at 3 or even later everyday!
need i repeat? EVERYDAY! fuck tt shit...
oh and i heard Miang said tt there
was a sec 2 prefect scold me KAOBEI!
anw she didnt wanna to tell me who
tt hell is she cos she noe i wud screw tt
person up side down! oh well to who
ever u r sayin tt shit behind me,
u better watch ur mouth! one day i
find out ur gonna be in deep shit!
so better pray hard tt my mood gonna
be fine these few days! or else if i find out
who u r , i'll insert a banana to ur gap
and make sure u will nvr say all tt shits
BEHIND ME! i'll be glad if u say tt infront of me
but definately not BEHIND my back!
to whoever u r if ur so free den can u jus
go fuck ur bedroom wall? asshole!
I'M DEFINATELY NOT HAPPY with
the SEC2 prefects or Student leaders!
yes i'm gawd damn unhappy!
they aint showin any GOOD examples
they r jus showin tt they r prefects cos
they have tt gawd damn badge on top
of thier pockets! oh yes maybe we can say
r hardworkin cos they do thier duty!
but hey u prefects only noe how to stop ppl
smugglin the foods back to classrooms,
u prefects only noe how to ask other ppl to
tuck in our shirts, u prefects only know how
to scream at us lk ur damn bloody hell big!
fuck u if u think tt okay! u aint any better!
u prefcts tuck out ur shirt and u prefect eat
in class despite the non- prefects told u not
to do so! and yeas most of the sec 2 prefect
tuck out thier shirts when there aint any upper
sec prefects arnd! this just shows how USELESS
the sec 2 prefect are! not sayin all but MOST of them!
i can name more den 10 sec 2 prefects who
dun tuck in their shirts! well they fold!
if any sec 2 prefects came across my blog
and u happend to read this entry kinda
think abt it! dont ever stop other ppl from
smugglin the food back to class or tuck in our shirts
UNLESS u guys show some good examples!
or else can just forget abt askin ppl to listen to ur
SHITS! bullshit really! sec2 prefects think abt it!
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went causeway after sch to so call celebrate
Huiteng's birthday with veron tj zayar & ivan.
later on cs weijie vince and thier malay fren came!
den we took neoprint. err well waste money i wud say.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY HUITENG!!!
may all ur wishes come true and best of luck
in wadever u do =]
* happy birthday to Pei Pei and mable too=]
tml my dear sulastri's birthday! =] oh and
not forgettin lionel!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:09 PM;__
`Thursday, May 05, 2005;__
WEST SRPING IDOL!
Lessons were fine not so boring.
had sci the 1st 2 periods. hehex
chapter 6, reproduction!
Mdn hartati took over cos mr seah
went back to NIE last fri. so yup
she wrote down few 3Qs on the board
and asked us to discuss in pairs. had
lots of fun durin sci. Guys were gettin
horny then. lols and b4 we start on
tt chap we can ask any Q on a piece
of paper and mdn hartati will reply =]
thts he most excitin part. once again
guys gettin horny! oh well so had 2 periods
of Eng in the Lib. enjoy aircon. gawd tt is
jus so great! we go to the Lib almost
every Eng lesson. can u imagine havin
lessons in the aircon room at this
type of weather? is jus so great!
time pass super fast! and we have art
after recess did nth but jus sit down there tokin
to jon and later sit beside mrs selvi and tok.
whoa damn slack =] den during history
Mr kept tokin about the west spring
idol. and he claims tt joel is the west
spring idiot. lols and he was tokin abt
the riots. ... boring~~~~
so had assembly. boringg~~ felt sleepy
at tt time but i felt energetic after sch.
hahas went to Q for the west spring idol
outside the auditorium. got so pissed at first.!
can u imagin tt ur were alr outside the door
and can be tt suey that they said' we're
really sorry but there is really no more
space in the auditorium so guys pls leave'
fuck tt! we wait til we perspired lk hell
and jus tt 1 sentence from her mouth and
we gotta leave! lots of ppl aint happy over it .
since the auditorium is too small but y do
they still wannna held there. stupid idea!
everywhere in the sch have this shit posters
askin us to support and wadever shit and now
we r bein supportive and thats wad we get in
the end. thx god miss teo was being nice,
she went to tok to the ex students and den
she settle those ppl who r alr inside the auditorium
to move and make some more space for abt 2 m ore ppl.
so finally we managed to get in to the auditorium!
and miss once again bein a nice teacher to cancel
the PST for me to support the guys in the
west spring idol. hahas thx u!
the whole event was great except some they
really malu themselves. hahas but well they were
brave enough to go on the stage and sing for
abt 400 ppl! =] not forgettin the judges!
and the judges are ms chong, mr ah meng,
and mr rudie. lots of teachers went to support too.
oh and i managed to get 3 votin papers
and i voted for Randolph,joel,benjamine(1 group)
Zayar& issac(1 group and not forgettin Murni!
they did a really goooood job! esp Murni. hahas
i jus so love her , was tellin veron if i am a guy
i will SURE jio her! she is jus so pretty and talented can?
not forgettin she got this super good figure!
okay shall cut my craps here.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE WHO PARTICIPATED
in this west spring idol! good luck zayar! make sure
u gets in to the final hor!!!! lols.
ciao`
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 1:52 PM;__
`Tuesday, May 03, 2005;__
tired!!
I'm tired! took mrt to orchard arnd 12
den later went to Funan IT mall to get
the FREE handphone k508i with my 2
bros and chen jie. .. but the phone
out of stocks there so we took cab
town to city link to get it. so was alr 3plus
and den wait so long and finally got the
phone. oh well tt will be for my mum
as mother's day present and also her phone
spoil! =X so went back to summerset
to look for my mum and den tok for
half an hr and we went off first to loyal sportin
hse. so i bought a nike black sports bra. so i find
it nice ! oh gawd tt lil thingy cost 47.25 big bucks!
so walk all the way to wisma and cant find the
shoes tt my bro wants and den walk sooo
gawd damn long to find tt shoe but guss wad NO
size! hais so took mrt to J8. oh tt place change alot
have not been there since last yr tt R&B concert!
so walk arnd and cant find anythin nice there!
so took mrt to causeway and den mybros bought
a nike shirt and a basketball ku zi. so cant find tt shoe.
waste my time sia.. si bei tired! have been walkin
for the whole day. =X oh and i bought a pink round
earing. wanted to buy the white one but still i wanna
buy the black 1 also. =X eh veron wanna buy or not?
so we can lk get a diff 1 means 1 black 1 white. =]
lk last time the star tt ear ring! 1 black and 1 white.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 12:07 PM;__
`Sunday, May 01, 2005;__
single for 5 months.
I've been single for 5 months! =]
yes and i'm gonna continue my single
life! i dun wish to have a stead rite now.
oh well for simple reason cos i dun think
i need him now! not the time yet. maybe 7
more months to go and i hope i can tahan
till then lah. i can! =]
recently i find tt i'm changing! yes i changed
alot as in negative not positive. i'm becomin
very unfriendly and i've got "do i give a damn"
tt kinda look. i'm changin to somebody tt
i, myself dun wish to be. i'm not ME anymore.
not the 1 tt i used to be. Due to the problems
or the stress i'm facin rite now or wad, i dunnoe.
all i noe is I"M CHANGIN to someone i'm not
supposed to be. my temper gettin from bad to
worst. i cant control them at all. my attidudes
towards some people and things arnd me totally
changed. i'm not happy with them. they probably
aint happy with me too.but well i dun care!
i'm changed to someone who dun really care about
friendship anymore, as in normal friends.
i find tt i dun need so many of them. i noe i shudnt
have these feelins but somehow i'm havin it rite now.
i've become someone tt myself dun even know.
can u imagine how bad it is tt u , ur ownself dun
even know urself.? yea i dun noe myself. i dun
understand wad i'm doin and why the hell m i keep
changin . from bad to worst! i'm fakin all the smiles
and i'm pretendin to be strong if u notice.
i'm weak inside, yeas very weak! and i need to be
strong outside. i must. i'm not gonna be look down
i must not! friends please try to understand me,
put yourself in position! understand my problems
and u will understand y m i changin! not cause i hate
anyone of them but as i said due to the rpoblems i'm
facin now. due to the stress and stuff which cause me
to change. put urself in my position pls. forgive me for bein
what i m now or who i am now. if u cant den leave me.
.:: fall to pieces::.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:59 PM;__
